On Day 5 of my 2008 and 2009 Disney trips I took the least amount of photos. 17 in 2008 and 16 in 2009. I guess by the 5th day I’m tired? What’s up with that?

In the last year I have slept away from home on three different occasions. Each of these occasions I didn’t have any night terrors like I do when I am home. I might have the occasional nightmare, but nothing like I have here. I realized this on this last trip. I didn’t sleep great because it was too loud and the bed wasn’t that comfortable, but I wasn’t waking up soaking from night sweats and I had no night terrors that made me violently ill. Something is obviously wrong with the bedroom I am sleeping in. Perhaps the colour (which is ugly, but I want to change) or the bed? I am hoping it’s just something in the bedroom and not the entire house. I am used to having possessed bathrooms NOT bedrooms!

Even though I have some really great friends sometimes I still fear that they don’t really like me and I’ll end up friendless in the end. I don’t like to lend my heart to people.

Going 10 days without my dogs is really hard on me and I don’t think I would like to do it again. I missed my puppies.

My bed is too hard for me to sleep on. Even though the bed at the hotel wasn’t great, I didn’t wake up every day with locked hips and back. I think I need to get a foam thing for my side of the bed and hope that helps.