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i swear i’ll be productive as soon as i finish this blog post…

No, really.

I am finally feeling almost normal. (Yay!) With the exception of a possible inner ear thing (I keep getting waves of vertigo and my right ear keeps swishing when I move my head) my body is almost back to it’s regular old out of shape self. I promised myself that this week I will start being productive and even try and get on that elliptical machine in the basement for small periods of time. I want to try and built up the endurance I lost over the last 3 months. So far, I have had trouble getting off the couch this morning. Oops. However, this is the first time in over a week that I have stayed in my pyjamas this long. I have been donning the jeans and t-shirts lately, which is a GOOD sign. Today’s lazy attire isn’t a great sign, but it’s Monday. Who wants to just barrel ahead into Monday, right?

Looks like I am becoming obsessed with sunset/skylines again, which I haven’t really been paying attention to for much of this year. I don’t know if it’s a mental space thing, or just that my iPhone 4 has been capturing the light just right, but they have been stunning this month. Maybe it’s just that November is normally dark and gloomy and yet we’ve had a lot of sun AND I am home to appreciate the colours of the sky as the sun sets, rather than still at work, or on my way home. Either way, I have been thrilled at the shots my little phone has taken – I didn’t even use fancy filters on them to enhance the colours. This is all natural iPhone4 camera shots, with the added decoration of frames by Camera+ (not free, but a great photography app for the phone!)

I know I posted these on Facebook, but they deserve a blog post of their own. Plus, I don’t want to get off the couch just yet. (Ironically, I just had to get off the couch to plug the laptop in since the battery was almost dead. It wasn’t far from the couch to the plug though, so it doesn’t really count.)

November 1st:

Look at that sky! It’s PURPLE! The sky was actually a little less purple and a little brighter to the natural eye, but I love how the camera phone caught it. The last shot it the crescent moon through the tree. I tried to get the moon to be less blurry, but alas, my phone didn’t want to cooperate. I still think it looks awesome though.

November 2:

I love how different the sky colours are the day after, at around the same time. The way the sun colours the sky every night in different patterns is just so fascinating to me. Both days I was sitting out on the front stoop waiting for Shawn to come home. I’m going to miss that, I think, when I go back to work in 2 weeks. (Unless I win the lottery, then we can both stay home and enjoy sunsets together!) The days have been cool but sunny. We’ve had a pretty sunny autumn which is great for my friends still on the picket line and for my own mental health. I’m depressed enough these days without the added gloom of rain and grey skies.

Even this past weekend was gorgeous out. Of course, I was in bed pretty much the entire day on Saturday as the room and world spun around me (eyes closed or eyes open). But Sunday was gorgeous and I made sure we got out. I needed to get out of the house. We did a couple of errands, had a late lunch/brunch at our favourite breakfast place and then took the dogs on a nice, long walk around 3:00pm. Of course it felt a lot later due to the time change. I hate that the days get dark early. I’d rather have my darkness in the mornings.

November 6:

This shot captures how I feel about sunny autumn days completely. The light was this perfect blend of warm and cool. The trees seemed to glow with soft reds, oranges and yellows. Everything seemed calm and peaceful. It was such nice weather out, we did the long (3.5km) walk yesterday – a route we haven’t taken in a long time. Not only was it nice out, it was also nice to be able to actually walk like a person my own age and not some 90-year old! Both dogs appreciated the fresh air and extra exercise, too.

I love that the moon was also visible yesterday. Having the sun, moon and glowing trees around me was just delightful. Shawn was amused, he said that everything was fascinating me yesterday (I kept tripping as I took photos with one hand and had Sophie’s leash in the other.) Everything was fascinating me! I don’t know if it’s just because I am appreciating the smaller things now because of everything we’ve been going through, or just that I have been cooped up in the house for 2 months and just felt great to finally be outside DOING something (even if it was just a 45 minute walk).

Ok.. maybe now I’ll go cue up a movie on Netflix so I have something to watch as I force myself to use that blasted elliptical machine. Must get the toned legs I had from the picket line back!

purple sky

I really wish my camera would capture what it is I see from my front window. I try very hard to get the shot on my front step, but I guess my hands shake too much and my camera just doesn’t do that great in low light. But, dude. The sky was PURPLE just a few minutes ago when I looked outside. I grabbed the camera, jumped out the front door and tried to capture it. I didn’t realize the flash was on for the first shot, so it’s not really as dark as it looks, but the colour of the sky came out nicely.

With flash…but PURPLE!

Without the flash the colours aren’t the same as what I was seeing either. But by golly the sky was beautiful. And as you can see our street is still not dug up. Most people who have holes in their driveway have them covered by gravel today. Not us of course.

I was trying to get a closer shot, but my camera hates to zoom and focus so this was really the best I could do.

This one is blurry but you can almost tell the purple in the shot. It did not look as pink to the naked eye.

I have never seen a purple sky before. It’s kind of cool.

vacation day

I drove to the dog park today! Me! I even backed out of the driveway and didn’t kill anyone or anything. Go me!

At the dog park we laughed at this:

The sky looked like this:

Annie was happy:

Jinx got snuggled:

And then I drove home. Me! In traffic!

The thought was, hey, the last time I drove home from the dog park it was just around 5PM so why not go then? It’ll be quiet. Didn’t think about the fact the the last time was a SUNDAY and today is FRIDAY and Friday between 4:30 and 5:30 is prime traffic time as people come home from work. So I was out on the roads with cars in front of me, behind me and beside me. Mind you it’s not the most busy area, but it’s busy enough for ME when I see the cars coming towards me swerve into MY lane and come at me. Gah!

But I did it.

Driving hurts my elbows. Especially on my left arm. I don’t like that. I’ll have to find a way to hold the wheel comfortably, but for now I’ll stick with 10 and 2 so that when I do my driving test (which will happen this summer, I swear it!) I’ll do it the way they want you to.

dog park and skylines

Well, after a miserable week and a miserable rainy, cold weekend, the sun finally poked through around 4PM this afternoon. Annie had been oddly anxious this weekend and seemed to do a lot of staring at me and Shawn and getting excited if we got up and walked near the front door. I joked that she wanted to go back to the dog park. Shawn didn’t think so.

This was our third visit to the park. The first one was too hot and sunny, the second one (this past Wednesday) was too late and it got dark fast and my stomach chose that moment to rebel forcing us to return home almost as soon as we got there. This afternoon however? It was just right.

It’s amazing what a couple of weeks can do in the spring. The grass is green and the trees are budding. It was windy and a little cold when the sun went behind the clouds, but the dogs LOVED it. Annie especially.

Annie took off right from the car. (On leash!) She pulled me right to the gate of the park and was already bounding before we even entered the enclosure! There were very few dogs at this time and the ones that were there were huge and friendly.

Jinx tends to spend most of his time sniffing the pick-nick tables rather than looking at the other dogs. But these two wanted to play with him. The Husky was beautiful and she was very vocal. She didn’t bark at the dogs or people in an aggressive manner, it was more like she was talking to us. She reminded me of Diefenbaker from the show Due South. (I loved that show!)

I know this one is blurry, but it’s because Annie ran right to me when I crouched down to take her photo. She was just so HAPPY at the park tonight. I love how I have an action shot of my exceptionally inactive dog.

This is Jinx with his new friend Merlin. Merlin is a 9-month old Bernese. He loved Annie. And Annie LOVED him. He loved Annie a little TOO much however and then he turned his attempt at affection to Jinx. We had to explain that just because Jinx ACTS like a girl, doesn’t mean he is one.

Annie LOVED this dog. I don’t know what it is, but in the three visits we’ve had Annie and the Bernese Mountain Dogs just gravitate towards each other (different dogs each time). Maybe they are kindred spirits in some way? I don’t know. But Annie will pick them out at the park and waddle on over wagging her tail at them. Strange.

The fact that Jinx is terrified of my in laws’ year-old Standard Schnauzer (who is very sweet, just very active) and yet feels totally comfortable playing with a dog twice his size is rather embarrassing. Or just odd. Jinx is very odd.

And that concludes my dog park recap. However I have some skylines to share! (I know you’re all riveted. I promise I will be interesting again soon. I’m just in a rut right now.)

This was the sky from the dog park on Wednesday:

I am in love with the colours. I couldn’t get any of the dogs of course but this park is an excellent spot for skylines. ;)

This was the skyline this afternoon:

There’s something about the clouds and sunlight that gets me.

However THIS was what was right over our heads -

Rather ominous, huh? It blew over, but it felt like it was just pressing down on us.

i’m not dead, i’m just resting my eyes

A big ol’ hello to my 5 readers! *wave* Ok, so I know I have more than 5 of you out there, I’m just being silly.

It feels like it’s been forever since I have been online in any sort of fun, non-work related way. I have so much to blog about but my stupid eyes are taking forever to heal and I am trying very hard to be a good girl and rest them on the weekends. I have to say that I can see almost everything normally about 90% of the time right now except that using my computer at work all week is frying my eyeballs. Sigh. So last week I put a ban on using Molly the laptop and only logged on 3 times to check email, write the Birthday Belly post and then to transfer money from accounts since I realized I had not yet done that.

And that’s where the story starts, my friends.

Well, that’s not quite where it starts, but it’s where I am starting.

So I was on this self-imposed computer vacation over the weekend, right? And so I went off with Shawn to his Dungeons & Dragons game (and had a fun time just watching, because to play? It looks terrifyingly daunting! Too much MATH!) and whilst there some random 800-number phoned and I missed it but then got a text-message of the voicemail (did I mention I also got an iPhone recently? Like, last week. And I LOVE IT!) and it said that my bank card had been compromised and please change the pin if you have one of those new secure chip cards, blah, blah, blah. It was Shawn’s card and we went and changed the pin like good little law abiding people. And that was that. The odd thing is that on the Friday I had thought, I’d best transfer the money I needed to while the banks were still open since payments were due on a Monday and I have run into that “your card is cancelled” thing over a weekend before and it sucked. Premonition maybe? Can’t I have a decent Charmed One power? Like the blowing up or moving things with my mind?

Anyway…

So I forget about transferring the money until I am on my way to bed Sunday night at 10PM. I was going up to bed with my book, all relaxed to read 2 pages before I fell asleep. Remembering I needed to get that money from one account to the other I took Molly up to bed with me and logged into my bank… only to notice that the account in question was $300 IN OVERDRAFT. Um.. guh? I checked the transactions and ran downstairs in a t-shirt only, holding my laptop and called down to Shawn in the basement asking if when he “tested” the card with the new pin if he happened to take out $482 dollars. He took out $20. So our money was gone.

Before we got the call from the bank of course. But we never checked. GAH!

I was so upset that I couldn’t even dial the stupid number to the bank and Shawn eventually did it and spoke with someone. We had to go to the bank branch of the account that was empties and file a report, etc. Since it was out joint account we both went. We both got to work stupidly late on Monday but the bank did give us our money back saying  even though we had to be told it was temporary due to the investigation it was pretty obvious it was fraud. I told the adorable bank teller that I could assure her the heart attack I had at 10PM the night before was completely legit. heh

Fast forward to Wednesday morning as we’re getting dressed to go to work and my cell rings again – turns out it’s the bank calling because MY card was compromised and I needed to change the pin!! What the hell?!?! So we drove to the bank on the way to work, I changed my pin, but we couldn’t wait until 10AM for it to open so I stopped at the bank downtown on the way to my hair appointment and got a new card. THIS time our money was safe and we CHECKED when I changed my pin.

Stupid week. The bank, or the dumbass thieves out there who clone cards, owe us 2 days of parking money since both of these trips robbed Shawn of his free parking spaces.

Meanwhile my eyes are up and down, but for the most part I am feeling almost  normal again vision-wise. Yesterday they even made their own moisture! I was so proud of them!

And other things… last Sunday (before the theft discovery) we went out to dinner for my father’s birthday – which was this past Monday and then we all went back to my parents’ place for cake. A pound cake that my mum made that was delicious and weighed at least 1o pounds. But the best part?

My mother actually LIT the happy birthday candles!!!

The candles that I swear we have had for at least 10 years that she got at the dollar store and NEVER EVER get lit. It was such an event I had to document it.

Also of note, the glasses my niece gave me some new glasses to help my eyes heal since she was very concerned about my eye surgery.

How about that! They match my hair and my star tattoos. She’s very thoughtful my 3 1/2 year old niece is. I think it’s a good look for me.

And since I had a birthday post for both of my dogs with photos it seems only fair that I honour my father as well. As the Bible says Honour thy father and all that stuff. So here’s to you, Daddy!

I love you, old man! ;)

And lastly, this evening I looked out my front window and it looked like the sky was on fire. I couldn’t capture it decently with my camera, but it was breath-taking. Yet again, sky phase this year.

And that’s it for now, I think. I squished a whole bunch of stuff in this one post. Sorry about that! I have my 2-week follow-up at the Lasik clinic tomorrow and will see if my eyes are healing normally or if anything is wrong. Have to say I’m slightly nervous, but I was told due to my having dry eyes to begin with it could take longer than most. And to be honest, I am not a very fast healer in general.

I shall try to be computer-free as much as I can this long weekend (we took Friday and Monday off this week for vacation for Shawn and to celebrate his birthday!) I don’t know how well I’ll do, but at least I can read BOOKS now so I’m going through those pretty fast.

Toodles, lovelies!